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http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5273836/1/Sara Sidle Grissom knew this day was coming. For ten years, she had lived with a certain dread knowing a letter, a lawyer, or a woman would arrive with all the legal words to break her heart. She held the oversized envelope and smoothed the document it brought with her hand. She went to find her husband.
Noise from the porch filtered throughout the house as happy voices giggled and talked?sounds from her daughters. Even as the contents of the letter weighed on her thoughts, she smiled. They had a happy home.
Some days she had to stop to realize this was her life, her family who laughed and loved and protected each other, who had grown from babies to toddlers to children in a blink of an eye. They would all become teenagers?one already was?in a few years. She pushed open the door to see three girls engrossed in books, reading to each other in exaggerated voices that made it difficult to determine if what they read was comedy or drama.
?Hi, Mom!? One said, her dark hair and smile giving her a strong resemblance to Sara.
The other two added their own greeting. All three had the blue eyes of their father, but two had his smile, his curly hair, a feminine replica of his form, even the enigmatic look he gave. More often than not Sara had to laugh at the influence of genes on the appearances of four of her children. One daughter with dark hair was all she could claim.
?Where?s your dad?? She asked.
Rapidly, three hands waved in the same direction. ?Eli and Will are with him? one of the twins called as she left the porch and heard one return to reading from her book.
They had so many halcyon days, she thought, as she watched clouds trail across a blue sky. These peaceful days were so unlike the ones of her own childhood, so difficult, so turbulent; the cycle of abuse could be broken. Her family was proof.
The doors to the large barn-like structure were open and she could see three figures moving around inside. The building was no barn?no animals other than a dog and several cats ever entered the place. Her husband had built it for his projects; beekeeping, garden supplies, bug collections, a dozen other experiments, and now this current project.
A large brown dog trotted to meet her. A cat stretched lazily in the edge of sunlight at the doorway.
?Mom!? The smallest figure ran to meet her. Will, her youngest, was a miniature of Gil Grissom, and still young enough to wrap arms around her waist in an enthusiastic hug. ?We are making lots of progress! Wait til you see!? He continued to chatter about what they were working on and by the time both arrived inside the building, her husband and older son were wiping hands and waiting.
?How?s it going?? She asked, knowing the answer as she watched smiles appear on faces. They responded by talking at once, pointing to various groupings of parts and pieces on tables and on the floor.
?At one time your mom could take a car apart faster than any man around,? said her husband, referring to a time before any of the children were born.
Sara laughed, saying, ?Taking apart, not putting together.?
The most recent project was an old car, purchased from its previous owner who had grown tired of having it in pieces in his garage. Now, the floor, countertops, and tables were strewed with parts, some recognizable, but most were odd metal objects, bolts, screws, and fasteners in various shapes and sizes.
?Warm cookies in the kitchen?ready to eat,? Sara said. ?Enough for everyone.?
The two boys took off in a run. The older boy, Eli, slowed after a short sprint for his brother to catch up. Their parents watched as Eli wrapped arms around Will and lifted the smaller boy from the ground. Eli had grown into the lanky frame of his father?Warrick Brown, his father, had died in Vegas and his birth mother had given him to the Grissom?s when she left the country a decade ago.
Sara and Gil Grissom had adopted Eli but kept in touch with his biological mother. Several times a year, photos were sent along with a letter. Tina Brown seldom replied, having a new family half way around the world.
A hand circled Sara?s waist. ?What?s up?? Grissom knew she held an envelope. He saw the worried look in her eyes.
She sighed and held the letter up for him to see. ?I knew this day would come. She wants to meet Eli.?
His hand tightened around her. He said, ?We have kept that option open. He?s our son?she can?t change that.?
Sara?s voice wavered. ?I?m afraid she will want him?or he will want her.?
Grissom read the letter, pulling his wife against his chest as he did. ?Sara, he?ll make the right decision. You know that.? He felt a slight movement of her head against his neck as he turned to face her and their lips met. He loved this woman. After all these years, he still kissed her like a lover bringing a low sound from her throat.
Placing palms on his chest, she broke the kiss and moved a hand to his face. ?It scares me to death,? she said.
?There is no need. He?s been our son for ten years. She?s a stranger to him.?
?She?s his real mother.?
He knew nothing he said would halt her fears. Instead, he said, ?Let?s go tell everyone.? He grinned. ?We?ll be lucky to have a few crumbs left.?
By the time they returned to the house, five children had consumed everything on the plate with the exception of two cookies. Ava, one of the twins, was circling the plate with a damp finger. Grissom pulled his young daughter to his side as he sat at the table.
Sara pushed the plate to Grissom. She could not eat, but watched as her husband and daughter laughed and ate the last two cookies.
He was a lucky man, Gil Grissom thought. He had been fifty years old before he realized happiness was not wrapped around work, and in a few years, went from a life as a loner to a husband and father to five happy, well adjusted children. He smiled at his wife as she faced him across the table?concern about this letter etched across her face.